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Well,
11:40
Almost New Years.

I wish I was at home.
With my mummy
and friends,


Guuh.

Instead
All of these random people are over.
Not enjoyable really.
I dont like visiting for long hours with people i dont know
Makes me uncomfortable.





HMMM.
I jsut realized.
In my journal
All I do is bitch and whine.
While everyone else is talking about how they wanna save third world countries, I just talk about what a shit time Im having.
But you know what?

I GLAD.
BC
I NEVER WHINE
I ALWAYS ACT HAPPY
NEVER STRESSED OR SAD.
SO HERE
I CAN LET THAT ALL GO.

Charlotte the Harlot '88

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Had a really weird dream a few nights ago.

So liike,
Mike was on acid or some weird shit
And he was all pale
So like he was like
"woooahhh.Mannggg."
So for some reason we go on our after school bus
Ad sat beside each other as usual
except this time he was holding my hand
Sew I was like
"....okayyyy............."

And thrn randomly
Johno comes flying out of the air
And gives me detention

fREJA : "wtf.yew cant give me detention."
Johno:  "fine.goo toooo.....ummm...dis place."

Sewww
I take the bus to this place
And I get out
And in this dream
I know this place
The teachers
The people.
Everything.

soooo
Rulla is in there
And we're bugging "Frolek"
When Tanner comes along
And we give him a dollar to go bug him
So when he does
He keeps the dollar and tattles on us
So then I get detention
*Rulla ran, sewww she didnt have one*

So i was sittin in this room
And there was this DDR machine
So I played DDR with the teacher
Wich...was weird.

Seeew then i left
And there was
....Natasha.
She was having an underwear party in the hall
In underwears and tutu's and lesbians
And then she found me
And called me names
So then I gave her a hug
And then she hugged me back
And then they left to go do some hash
And then I never saw them again.
And then thats alot of and thens.

I always try to find meanings to dream
For this one
I think it means
Natasha was always mean to me
But i'd always be nice to her anyways
Then she turned away to the world of drugs
Never see her again.

Good.
Don't want to anyways.

Whoreface.

TOTALLY RANDOM CHANGE OF SUBJECT:

Im going to get new shoeses today.

Im going to try to find a pair of on-sale hightops.
That would totally make my day.
Then mayybe
If I have money
Go to starbucks.


TOTALLY RANDOM CHANGE OF SUBJECT NO.2.



I miss my friends.
I miss Amanda.
For some reason
i think my friends wont be my friends anymore if I leave...
is that true?
I really really hope not.


I only have 4 friends.
2 best friends.
Countless aquantances
4-5-6 enemies.
1 semi-crush
1 love  


I really want to keep my friends.

Johno.Rulla.Mike.Mandy.
These people
i want to be friends foreve
r with.



and ever.
and ever.
and ever.
and ever.























































O.D.H.G.A.F.B.E.





My year summed up....


.......quite shitty really,
A few great monets
But
a few shittastic moments to.




Saw Mandy
'twas okay
Spent so much time with her family though...
I didnt really see her.
Got woken up 5:30 to go fer early morning walk with Terry && Mandy.
Everybody else saw her
But me.
Even Chrystal-Meth Kaitlyn.
But not me.


Sewww
That sucked balls.
Did get to hold her hand a little though
Those were the best moments
But each hand-hold time period
Equaled........ 1 minute.
So

3 minutes of absolute happiness.


Wtf.


had a weird ass dream last night.

Mike turned into a pizza
Rulla turned into a vampire/raptor/ghost/blue x-mas decoration
Johnathan turned into .....ummm...an oprea singer.


I got chased by Rulla the Raptor
And got noise blasted by Jubelie Johnny
&& got a hug from grade eighty friend Koehl.

Last image of the dream --

Mike the pizza.



He was 4 cheese.



Earlier that night

I was talking about cheese
And some lady who farted songs trough her downstairs.

Koehl died in my dream
And then
His parents showed up in there classic beige van and picked him up.
HAHAHA.




SHOPPING ITEMS:

Lamb Of God CD - 10.00
Slayer CD - 15.00
Misfits CD - 15.00
System Of A Down CD - 10.00
Hot pink eyeliner - 3.00
Black eyeliner - 3.00
Cover Up -  5.00


ALL
ON SALE



TOTAL -  62.00
IF NOT ON SALE TOTAL -  ...100 + something $.



Preeeety good.
Money in courtusey of
Swedish Grandparents and German Grandparents.

Astro Zombies.



Seww...
Like....
Dirty bitch.
Fucking liar.


Mkayy...

So, I tell Mandy -the non-awesome one-  that when i said I like Mike, I meant like, as a friend, but I extra like his personality....
Wich I lied.
I sorta do like him.
He's not even that attractive
But
I really like his personality
It doesn't really matter to me.
So i just told everyone what I "ACTUALLY" meant.
Retard.
I dont like him alot...
Just a little
More as a friend
But still like him a little... -not my fault-

So then Mandy...at lunch goes up to hima nd flirts with him and is all like
"BLAH.I EAT SOME DIRTY VAGINA FOR BREAKFAST.NEEEEEH."
And all.
And is like
Putting her head on his shoulder
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
So im like
".....what the fuck dood...."
And shes like
"NNNEEEHHHH.DIRTY EVERYONE IN MY MOUTH "
....
What really got me mad was
He didnt really know what to do
So he put his head on her head
And I was like
"O.O ....I thot he liked me....?!"

&& then
I was like
"Hey...yew...yew taking the bus today?"
Mike: JEAH. I'll meet yew at the lower bus stop
Me: MKAAY. ☺
Mike: ☺


AFTERSCHOOL ---



-me alone on bus....with only Koehl to screw around with my bag-

"...wtf..."




Yuh...
So that was like...
Pretty retarded.



IN OTHER LIGHTER NEWS


Im seeing the nice,non-ugly dick muncher Amanda in...2 days
Im so excited
Im going to die
I can't wait


I have to show her how much I love her...
I need to get her the best present ever
But
As usual
Mike robbeded me.
....again..
as usual...

Sewww.
I have no money for that
I NEED to get her the best thing ever
So she'll see
I really love her.
I wanted to get her this diamond bracelet...
Maybe..
if my mom gives me...
3 or 4 weeks allowance in advance...
I can buy her something...almost as nice.  ☺


excitingg.-

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